can I really believe what I am now seeing
is it of unreal or natural being
the ice clinks in my glass almost guiltily
as I wonder into self defeating mental space
no one but myself knows of this safe
yet unsafe place
my heart has begun to kick in for the up and
challenging chase
around the next corner I'll be able to conjure
up the very contours of his handsome and rugged
face
I begin to feel his warm, strong arms around me
not quite but almost
of his complete sensuality and sex appeal I could
truly boast
my thoughts are so heated now I could just simply
roast
now, wouldn't that be the absolute most
do you think from out of my dreams he could step
to comfort me, no, I don't suppose
remember that's what they thought about our dear
sweet lord and still he managed and arose
on this last line let me tidy up my close
by saying I hope you enjoyed my amateur attempt
once again at another piece of poetic prose..........
(written Feb 20,1991)