it's extremely hard to say exactly what catapaults
us in to such dark feelings of dismay
when you sped passed me in your fast little
foreign sports car
it was really my own heart tht excelerated
at one time I thought our mutual destinies were
fated
when I saw auburn wavy hair streaming through
your passenger window
my happiness quickly deflated
your half truths and inconsiderate actions make
me feel cheap and degraded
now, I'm beginning to wonder if all this time for
you should I have so ignorantly waited
when we first met how quickly our relationship
escalated
there was never a question as to how I felt about
you when we dated
oh, how your silence at my words I LOVE YOU
I seethingly hated
when I asked exactly what our relationship was
I'm a good friend who's your lover on occasion
you calmly stated
and then you would ever so sweetly cleave yourself
to me and once again there in your lover's
red boudoir we magnificently mated
never did either of us leave that big brass bed
ill content or unsatiated
seeing her with you now in my heart and mind makes
me feel foolishly berated
but now I can move on and find another selfless soul
something better and stronger than what you and I
at one time together created
and see that's the whole beauty of this love
business
for just like in real estate
when looked at in a certain special way
its all pro rated................
(written Feb 7,1991)