neither Mommy nor I knew
I mean after all who could have known
and 'All The While Wendy' goes on with her daily routines
just as before
the fear of the for boding future that the rest of us
can see does not seem to be making her mentally poor
but Mommy and I diminish just a little more with each
silently exchanged glance
yet we know we have to listen to what the doctors say
and give their therapies a working chance
but all too soon a part of her will not be with us and
I'm not so certain how each of us will privately cope
for her sake (and perhaps my own) I try to keep up the
constant facade
even as I feel the pull within asking me not to lose
sight of the presence of hope
Better is only another wishful word
but perhaps its very sound upon my dry lips can breath
life into our shuddering reality but only if each our
unspoken prayers are sympathetically met
GOD, guide us through this undergrowth of fear and lead
us confidently unto the light of your awaiting grace
amen................
( written April 15,1993 pm)