LOVE TERROR

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you're quick to tease me into an unmerciful,

relentless and jovial mood

how you go about doing so to put to paper would

seem much to lewd

my molecules are humming and buzzing with sexy

thoughts of sinfully silky blonde and wavy hair

my eyes long to see again such sinewy skin so

smooth and fair

talk of my dear sweet love is ever so present on

the tip of my tell tale tongue

into the mouth of emotional shock I have been

fearlessly flung

I try to deny myself the pointless pleasure of

your lambent lust

that is something we have many a time in length

discussed

to this concern we callously abated

I can't seem to help the situation

in which I've been exculpated

even now, I die dailey wondering  as a lover how

I must have rated

when I finally found the courage to give the

subject voice

how quickly over it you skittered and skated

what is the latest word on your continuous

testament through no faultless intention

you say you loved me then only when it was

convenient for you

of this you've failed to previously mention

if you hate your mate

your pain can not dissipate

nor can your heart heal at any realistic rate

on this subject of horrified love

I firmly close every mental gate

in my thoughts another poem has already

made slate................

(written Jan 29,1991)


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