He looked t me with a crucial question I'm not so
sure he'd ever let touch his tongue
but out of my very own being from that look of his
alone an excited yet mad moan was unwillingly wrung
then he smiled that irresistible, cheery, watery
eyed smile
when he spoke I nearly fell out of my shaking skin
onto the kitchen tile
staring at him in utter disbelief all the while
he never looked at me like this even once before
the passion in me asked just what for me does he now
have in store
I would never even consider to lie and tell you at first
I was a little shy
just like you never think only until its just a little
too late just how high is high
wicked misgivings root me and my least bashful butt
to this very spot
but how long can such a hunk of a man be so cold
yet still appear so hot
I should leave but as yet I have not
I have to see for myself not so much what he has left
to give
but more so what he's got
he just said he loves me it just doesn't easily show
I tell him when it starts
to call me
otherwise we should let the us we used to share
decidedly go........
( written Jan 23, 1992 pm)