go ahead, let them try to knock me out of my very own
heart with mirrored use of a madman's words
so what if their mental picks and axes cut me from my
inner most emotions like an individual cow straying
from the herd
fire is not fire until in your blood you feel it smolder
and burn
but when it flows into the unshared spirit
one should try to ward off its advances and spurn
for it alone is the element that makes man tremble
in his unfitted yearning
and long for the sweet and simple fascination found in the
eyes of a child the first time exposed to great levels
of learning
there are still words in me that beg for a chance to
find their route and make escape
some wounds the ink of the pen can magically heal
while others it leaves open wide to ridicule and verbal
rape
true beauty can be found in the area of the mind that
is untapped there for obviously un raped
for only that small special place at the center of
our thinking is the place where we as individuals are
allowed space to become creative and properly shaped
the most proud and precious thoughts are the ones
that tear me abruptly from my peaceful sleep
they see need to awake and remind me I must further
my promise I made long ago and swore to always keep
if these wonderfully woven words somehow found a darker
magic to make themselves disappear
I'm not certain if this poem I paint you would evolve
into a concept considered clear
perhaps I would fade into the past forever like each
and every passing year
or maybe I'd dry up like a bitter and forgotten tear
words can only be combatted with the blood of more
masterful words
when a man's spirit is destroyed he is left hollow inside
without life's generously given innards
is it fair to he who secretly cries in the day to have the right
to ridicule she who weeps while she awaits and sleeps
what has made this world so clumsy
that it stumbles to become careless and cruel
in my eyes misery can be put to good use like a new
trend or tool
if you try you can filter the goodness out of even
the remotest fool
and through that before hopeless being will shine
a light like a beacon over desperate darkness
the brightest still rarest jewel
isn't this lengthy theory indeed rather catchy and quite cool
suffer not our future children to be for love is the
rope that ties each of us to life's line and holds
us up straighter than any ruler
giving to us a life of discipline that will make us
feel stronger, enriched and fuller
try to live a life happier than a soul that passes
through the graceful threshold of God's open door
and the soul, heart and mind will meld into one
and through the clouds far from this temporary home
upon earth we will soar...............
( written Jan 12,1992 pm)