such handsome flickering shadows of promise
tilt three fold into those eyes of gentle confused wonder
how they struggle to keep a hold on their inner
light of hope
one vague turn of a careless phrase on my part
and the crushing is all too easily revealed
and shame swiftly washes red
across my apologetic cheeks
the truly tender
such as I
can not long endure such unquestionable guilt
I am self beaten blue
if I should hurt another
I have no answers
only the subsequent feelings
that rush forth
from some place deep within me
unknown
yet all a flush
with a wave of endearing pleasure
why in such sensuous storm
any human with even a hint of a heart
could not help but feel something lovely
in return
I find I can not crush such an honest, gentle
hope
I can only in good conscience allow it
to just be what it is
a remarkable love in suspended waiting
for all fresh intents
and pledged purposes
who am I to judge its force and validity
feeling as I do
so strangely swept up
in the very essense of such bounfiful
unfolding
so note it is I who chooses to bask in
its enchanted offering
rather than coolly question wisdom
of such emotions' birth.............
( written Sept 11, 2006 9pm)