you don't have to try to explain
why things can never be the same
I'm not so terribly obtuse
that I can not recognize genuine abuse
poetry is my secret form of escape
when I feel the violent claws of mental and
emotional rape
my mind needs a new focus
a safe harbor in which to dock
I need to recoup my losses and build new
strengths maybe this time with the use of
granite and other rock
so the next time someone tries to gain access
to my heart he will need explosives and a sand
blaster
and when his dishonest attempts have foolishly
failed
I will be the one who gets a hearty good laugh
from his forlorn disaster
this poem so far is not as good as others
before have been
maybe I should stop all together completely
in my writing about the species of men
men are so great but men are so mean
so the next time I get into a dead end
relationship
do be a friend and do intervene
how much disappointment, pain, anguish
and rejection can the hardest of hearts take
and still manage to revive
well after this last bad blow I'm not sure if
even thick skinned me can survive
and know that right now I don't feel all too
totally alive
so next time (if there is a next time)
I'll get smart and cover all my bets
after all, life alone is hard enough to live
without all that excess baggage marked
"REGRETS"............