I am enthralled by thine magnetic powers
divine
though the question is where do I choose
to draw that irreversible line
do I choose to let you take over my heart
soul and mind
the answers in my heart continues to evolve
revolve and grind
should I throw up my hands and shout I default
or should I continue waiting for the forgiving
refuge I still may find
in your strong and beating heart
which I have many times before sought
tell me thine answer
mighty bountiful majestic love
give me a sign
thrown down from above
these acidic thoughts attack my poor
bamboozled brain
men like my love
have very little morality or shame
men are usually whores
the power indeed is in the pen
in layman's terms if one is fat
its opposite must be thin
so we opposites have a sickening game
that we must play out
the game of love
jealousy
and appointed self doubt........
(written Jan 6,1991)