TOMORROW IN THE PAST

Folder: 
JOURNAL#2

an original concept with some modification

a transitory existence in this rare inebriation

passed and present chaotic thoughts fly into my head

when in the morning I finally make it "up and at 'em"

my soul and heart linger in bed

I took all the laughter

I took all the pain

I can no longer take another single emotion

ever again

did you really believe in me

or was it only the quintessential mirror image of

the

my truest finest thought out emotion

my constant aching misery

be I smiling in the cold pouring rain

my good humor twists and turns

inside myself as if in some pitiful

mortal animal pain

original humor thought and wit

keep me intellectually fit

yet my emotional needs continue to burn with

a painful question

will I ever learn?

sweet fair soothing love do grant me

Pandora's last treasure

HOPE

give my still life guidance

wisdom and new scope........

(written Dec 26,1990)




Author's Notes/Comments: 

a little rough yes but still pretty deep and anguished for a 23 year old.

View palewingedpoetess's Full Portfolio