Isn't if fine
to be considered devine
isn't if fine
to have a quick and constant come back line
Isn't it grand to be the woman in command
of a billion words and insults
you would be astounded by the emotional
ramifications not to mention monetary results
who is to be credited for this great quick wit
and up front candor
when put in front of any group of people the
"ON STAGE" version of me takes charge as acting
commander
everyone wants to stand next to my forever high
and warm flame due to how bright it has shone
yet still, when all is said and done
I still forever remain alone
when we come down to it all
take away the uproarious audience
and the stage lights and life for me is not such a
ball
I am mere insecure female
looking for my one signifigant other
yet he always either waslk away or steps back
from my intimidating flame to be my friend
not a lover
so, I put on my happy face
and the world I humorously embrase
because my little solitairy life is not such a
happy place
So, I make fun
in all actuality I myself am on the run
screaming silently into the night
hoping some kind soul will be there at the end
of my plight
at last, to help me put things in my life alas
right.........
(written Oct 25,1990)