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Isn't if fine

to be considered devine

isn't if fine

to have a quick and constant come back line

Isn't it grand to be the woman in command

of a billion words and insults

you would be astounded by the emotional

ramifications not to mention monetary results

who is to be credited for this great quick wit

and up front candor

when put in front of any group of people the

"ON STAGE" version of me takes charge as acting

commander

everyone wants to stand next to my forever high

and warm flame due to how bright it has shone

yet still, when all is said and done

I still forever remain alone

when we come down to it all

take away the uproarious audience

and the stage lights and life for me is not such a

ball

I am mere insecure female

looking for my one signifigant other

yet he always either waslk away or  steps back

from my intimidating flame to be my friend

not a lover

so, I put on my happy face

and the world I humorously embrase

because my little solitairy life is not such a

happy place

So, I make fun

in all actuality I myself am on the run

screaming silently into the night

hoping some kind soul will be there at the end

of my plight

at last, to help me put things in my life alas

right.........

(written Oct 25,1990)

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