In the darkest corners of my mind
there is a thought that lays in wait
this crisis though is so far under control
and none too great
a love of my own seems incongruent to my
current existence
but there is a man who continues to wear down
my willful, hellbent resistance
do I love him? I ask myself
that is a high possibility
will his said love withstand the years to come?
there is a quick expectance in this hope filled
probability
Fair reader , do wish me great luck
that I don't make matters completely a muck
that I don't let bygones pass me by
and that one day soon
I will croon mine and my future husband's child
a lovely soothing lullabye
goodnight sweet and desperate thought
you are the truest of all loves........
(written Oct 15,1990)