like a poem's last drop of some sweetly refined spirit
I can taste the bitterness of its poignancy yet can
not quite hear it
for the cries do not permeate outward very far from
the torn walls of the compromised inside
nor are there any safely harnesses to keep me as part
of one piece on this most turbulent downward slide
everything has flashed before my unprepared eyes as
I yank my disenchanted hopes back
where did it all go so very wrong and why did I not
recognize the sounds of discontent until it was too
bloody long after the bleeding fact
victory can sound so fakingly sweet
when spilled from the lips of the one starting
in defeat.............
(written April 9, 1993 am)