I've been dumped again
here lately, I can't seem to win
I'm either too tall, too smart or too stupid
indeed
I never seem to be what any certain one man
could really need
I'm really depressed
and quite distressed
what is it I seem to lack
is it possible to lose a lover and get him back
I think not
I could have faught
for what though?
affection? no
sex? maybe
love? no!
I wish I knew the answers
what could they be?
once again alone in my bed
I cry!!!!!!
(written Jan.5,1990)