peach scented vines
tenacity's milk
a bitter leeway
smarting under
an insignificant over pass
the rains will stop soon again
my strength wanes
to a traffic jam's crawl
I loathe this road
that forces my return
to all those masked routines
that I daily practice
but I must move
and so I do
so to grudgingly get through
these flittering passed me future days
they are only days
I keep saying this
over and over to myself
not much longer now
and I will be all mine
again
relief
kicks at the cracks in the cage of
shielded tolerance
second
by wounded passing second
I know this nemesis of mine
quite well
and this alone is what
woos me to keep silent.............
((Nov. 27, 1999)