I strictly write for my sad yet satirical sake
though it gladdens me to hear some enjoy the sketchy
attempts at prose I frequently make
poetically speaking, I am but a tender pen-poking
fanatic
yet spontaneous ideas can become too often
harsh, tense or overly dramatic
in a fit of unwanted mental exhaustion
I give into an almost desperate form of personal
pause
as I sit out this game of 'Deny Me Not'
I feel the quick closing in of the awakening walls
if in yourself you can't find the strength to forgive
in ready at hand reserve
then perhaps you should question whether or not
you have what is aptly called the unflinchable
steel nerve
to the air of misfortune I have taken quite a rare
resemblance
conscientiousness of what is right and wrong
can aid yet become an in disposable hindrance
to construct for myself a new and better future
I must come to terms with ill pieces of the recent
past
to the vain attempts at passable realization
I stand back fully aghast
but saner minds must continue their quests to
conquer and prevail
even if it means saying as little or as much as
you like
just keep an eye on your tail
to the limited freedoms of today I can not readily
conform
but some would rather hide in the trees
away from the impending storm
for the institution of the mentally incompetent
I am a least likely candidate
but I am rather curious about what is to be my
pending fate
writing out of the accepted lines
with me, its a common trait
but I've before dealt with a lot of adverse reaction
including unwarranted hate
thank you for being so kind as to glance over this
I am notably flattered
usually general opinions on the whole to me never
before really mattered
and I thank you for letting me finish these fine
notes
from what is written
my temperament fervently promotes........
( written Aug 1,1991 pm)