the evening mishap is over
the friendship of old is crushed
my face is utterly aflame
my body sexually flushed
I am so ashamed
who are we this so special love
to have maimed
I love you stupid
that will never change
even though you look at me now on a different level
or range
you somehow ceased to love me
(fat Micci)
you loved the new body that had taken the place of
the old
I knew this the minute we met again
I didn't need to be told
I fully enjoyed our little Tuesday evening
trist
when we laughed, loved, talked, held and later
kissed
how can I describe what your confession meant to
me
a great hole in my life that night was filled
yet when the evening ended
a few of my pent up tears had indeed spilled
I love you Stevie Scott
it will never go away
we are in each others blood
a private act in our very own play..........
(written March 25, 1988)