shimmer in me great veils of delight
yet pass not over me in your grateful pauses' stead
carry your lightning like message far
yet alight back to my awaiting door
to rap at the before still shutters
that blanket my frost lined head
misery, how she leans heavily upon the bureau
of my many past regrets
she bargains for
yet knows not what in return for her efforts
she will get
mute congratulations or simply a bruised trust
that was unintentionally battered to death
the hope laced with fear hangs heavily throughout
these direly scribbled thoughts
forcing me to confront my ageless insecurities
and note that for no other would I vow to pay
such steep debt
only for you
my now 'Darkened Delights'.................
(April 9, 1996)