let me tell you all about Steve McBride
he's really quite a guy
he has big blue eyes
he makes me laugh
well at least he tries
he's really quite sweet
he's managed in just a short while
to make my life come full circle and complete
he makes me wonder just how he really feels
about me
I'm rather confused about our relationship
but I'll continue to keep as quiet as a flea
at least until he openly speaks
hopefully it won't be in weeks
he's quite a bit shorter than me
but really that's not a problem
at least at Halloween to my witch
he could be a goblin
he even makes me forget about John K. for awhile
now, instead of John's its Steve's number I dial
I think he finds me truly unique
besides amusing
one time we had each other in stitches when we went out cruising
in a way I want this little man
but I don't know if he wants me too or even if taking him I can
I'm told I can be quite intimidating
to me that phrase is really quite berating
there are so many things I'd like Steve and I to
share together like
a soda( diet of course)
secrets
bad jokes
cigerettes ( his)
good jokes
dreams
NASAL sex
hugs
sexual bantering
and innuendos
secret smiles
inside jokes
even just a quiet warm and cloudless night
I have a feeling that he and I could compliment
each other and make things seem almost right
he's lonely and well so am I
maybe changing that
together we can try................
(written Oct16,1988)