Now we're friends
at least that's the way he feels
I still love him but he's not cutting any deals
with one another we project the image of being
at ease
I may own the car
but he holds the keys
no more fantasies of him now for me
Just thoughts of a tortured friendship that was
never meant to be
I can wear his blue jean jacket I've tried it on
he doesn't know for I put it on while he was gone
If only like his jacket
into the rest of his life I could fit
In my empty stomach
I feel despair to its very pit
Godzilla and little hitler
that's how we appear
but my size to his is not what I really fear
we have kissed and what a pleasure it was
yet the more the days pass the more the memory
becomes a fuzz
he tasted fine and ever so sweet
his addiction may be pot
but he's my addictive sweet
( written Nov 1, 1987)