my spirit knew yours
long before we actually met
I was but a butterfly
so bright in my flight
doomed I thought
once
to forever fly in such a gray and
darkened world
that is until I much too happily
stumbled upon your net
all this gentled poetry that breaths in me
now it seems breaths just as well in you
I possess no greater knowledge than that
of these words
oh, I do so dearly love you
the reasons I should always be with you
make such sweet silent love to me in my mind
while the reasons that perhaps I should not
scare me beyond measure
to cry for a time
there are indeed paths we each must take
roads that have to be traveled
as there just as well is umpteen amount of
decisions here at stake
so much upheaval
and yet
so much more love
just tell me
how do I keep steady
on this so wondrous course
until I find my way to you
whether here or in the here after
unscathed
better on the inside
for having this opportunity
to love and be loved
by someone as incomparable as you............
(Sept. 23, 1999)