he was fire in my soul
from the very first moment I laid my eyes upon his
he spoke to me of riddles and aged remorse then did
a ninety degree turn and gave me a quiz
on love unbelieved, far beyond the reach of all unfortunate men
he never actually said the words but I felt in my very bones that
he was referring to some mysterious sin
by the light teasing of his obviously gentled touch
I admit only now that it was quite inspiring yet entirely
way too much
he held my trembling hand but insisted 'without the glove'
spoke on many a man and his too telling actions
but only danced around the subject of love
what divine ideas had he the precious courage to voice
from the very first moment we met
his tender, troubled teachings though often crude
were rehearsed to be seen as veiled regret
so surely, such an aged young man who can quote the likes of
Mr. Oscar Wilde himself, cannot be such a terribly terrible fellow
to see such before unseen things makes his nearly sightless soul
seem almost mellow
when we parted he broke no treasured promise nor made
no exiting threat
he only wished me well as he became engaged to the young
enchanting Miss Nellie who all too quickly
replaced me as his pet
now, as I sit here empty handed after him
with my eyes devotedly down cast
I realize the best for me has uncompromisingly ended
now that all my tomorrows are in the past.......
( written March 7,1993 am)