why are you always there
late at night
haunting me, taunting me
with your deep hypnotic station voice
Do I have a choice
No, I really do not
I am compelled to call you
are you like this in every day reality
so cynical and unsympathetic
and yet a shard of sincere warmth
shines through the coldness
I am no one special to you this I do know
it hurts me some but I don't like to let it show
I am strange this is a fact
and one that can not be denied
and something that you remind me of all the time
am I your type in any even small way
or do I still just classify as a mere friend
No, I don't really fit in
do I?
I'm neither friend nor foe
just a female voice with a sense for the absurd
I tell myself just one more call and then I will stop
but who am I kidding?
I am endeared to that deep sweet voice
that has no body.......
(written July 17,1987)