abuse hides a face full of many distortions
anger is but the sky upon which such rancid
venom flies
mine tormentor sees not the devastation he
creates
only my own reaction to such a mean unapologetic
quake
so many little jabs thrown
leaves me bleeding to death
one drop of lost blood at a time
and he remains ever blind to my widening wound
in his eyes I have no ground on which to stand
its like my love is a Palestinian in his Israel-esque heart
no war can right the wrongs of our age old
disagreements
so we must slither unpurposed on through the murky knowledge of
I'm too sensitive and he's too not
and never the twain on this matter shall meet
no matter how much I cry for a better mergence to
materialize
the horse often visits the water
but I just don't seem to have the persuasion
to make him drink.
so weary now beats my hope filled intentions
few days rest from words and retorts can only do
this butchered disillusionment of mine some good
so in your wisdom's great love Lord I take my
emptied rest
Melissa
(written April 19,2004 934 pm)