try as I might
I can't make things right
my emotions have gone haywire
my spirit has taken to flight
you turn me inside out and upside down
but when I make a move
you don't utter a sound
what's wrong with me?
please let this gutless let down
feeling end
Its hard to act light and carefree
I'm not sure how much longer I can pretend
look inside yourself and tell me
If I'm anywhere at all in there
I'm not asking a lot only that you be fair
let go of me or hold me so very tight
for I'm all alone in this dark relationship
and I can't seem to find the light........
(written Jan 10,1991)