he said
you have a gentleness within you
that's mostly reserved for puppy dogs,
strays and small, little children
and perhaps even grown lonely men like myself
who've been working the old family farm
for way too long now
and yes, I've had myself some secret desires
where you're concerned,
that I'm sure neither one of us want me to give voice to
so to save us both some mutual embarrassment
but you're quite a sweet and lovely girl and a kindly
woman at that
who's just burstin' to love anybody
or anything that just so happens to need it most at any
given time
I don't know, perhaps you even spared me some, once
upon a recent time myself
but I came to realize perhaps a little too late not so
very long ago that the same kindly, softhearted
young lady needs more for herself
more than she ever lets on
or at least a lot more than a simple farmin' man's
deep respect, complete love and whole entire heart
so know that I wish you all the best that God Almighty
himself will see fit to give ye and your kin
like love, hope, children, comfort, health and joy
go, off in love my girl but just please go now
'cause I've got myself not only a lot of hard work
still left to do before that old sun up yonder
decides to do a disappearing act on me
but I've also got myself a bruised heart that needs time
and tendin' to as well
before it can mend
you have all my best
now , get on home girl,
go on
git
oh, and don't forget to say hi to your mama
for me neither..............
(written Oct 8, 1993 12am)