romance is not dead
at least not in my slightly hindered head
but there is another who starves me for the
value of some form of face
and for this, he marks with the coldness of his
ungiving self
a yet to be known wholly solitary place
there in
his future will seem grim
for my light in his life grows further and
further dim
and my future will flourish without any due
waste
'tis a pity
he can not even just a little give in
we will not long travel such a path together
for I find it not too liking to my tender
heart's taste
so, a small goodbye forms and wedges its
fast growing self into the vastly emptied
chambers of my heart
I'll love you forever, my still and so silent
love
even when from you, I for the sake of my
emotional well being must depart
so fair thee be well
when frolicking in your own personal choice
of what seems like to me must be hell
for our once deep love could have been saved
if in the charity of your guarded emotions
you had even once allowed me with you in them
to bathe.......................
(May 22, 1996)