the crying time has come
and just because I've forgotten
doesn't necessarily mean that you've won
so don't be so arrogant and smug
in your gentleman's agreement that lies
like an old church rug
I'm not some tarnished prize for you to select
and choose
nor my sorely stung feelings some act of cruel ruse
hearts can easily enough be mistaken and shaded by
many offending hues
so like that of the burnt remains of feelings once
so utterly intense
my very own love against me I will no longer let
you use
but if you attempt to ask me a little more nicely
I'll shed just a little more light
on all my further opposing views
but note that its hard to make yourself understood
in the eyes of the dense.........
(written Oct. 3, 1993 )