life is never fully lost nor is it ever fully
obtained
we each make up a small portion of
the whole scope
we change universal patterns when we
go against the grain
each man is accountable for his own sins
God long ago proclaimed
though many a man has denied this creed
the general belief that the words mean exactly
as they state, has remained
I believe in God and the necessity of religion
I love him, his son and the holy ghost so very much
but I refuse to be any fellow man's stool nor
pigeon
there is power in precision
art is the strong hold
for belief in yourself and your own decision
I manage, though I find it very difficult to suffer
ignorance and smile
and pseudo-intellectuals are a species unto
themselves but personally I find them sickening
and vile
people who believe they know me better than my
own so sweet self
on their empty hat box heads I always have the
last laugh
but note, I don't make a point of setting down and
discussing my future humor or there where lacks
tactics with even the most genial riffraff
how can I speak as vainly as I do and still feel
worthy of my own great expectations
simplicity is the key as long as you love God and
feel at one with him
I don't believe he would punish you
for your even unpopular outlook or denomination
as I pass through
this fractured frame of literal and sometimes liable life
I'll oust myself into my own personal death spiral
it would seem closely befitting to a mental interloper
such as myself
it is after all mon tre's chic signature style
and when I write
my humor, I often chop up and or defile.........
(written May 9,1991 in the pm)