the deepest wave of my poetic flow
though it can be somewhat gritty
in all its deeply vast divisions
of equally various explanations
still
burning upper most in my mind
I climb willingly into the bed of
the page
and make love with the words
for in this world
while frowns are too often lingering
a smile stays in the heart of most
for keeps
so consider your smiles your gold
then your unfair frowns fast become
little more than imitation cheap tin
and one's feeling sadness only jimmies
the control of one's more tender emotions
and thus goes such far fading instant of
this full and unwavering light
call it if you will
'The Flushing Of Zen'
I can actually feel that near indescribable
door of creativity closing
and all these tiny shards of poetic brilliance
softly start to fall asleep
at least until another more self giving day
so here I sit all alone
once again
anxious and feeling quite so very silly
as I am the repeated favorite victim
of such maze like muse
and quite numerous seem to be my many
divided mistakes
my hat for the moment
runs from the ditch of this life
it will fall to get dirty on another day.......
(Dec. 17, 1999)