MY DESPERATION'S REVEALMENT (M.A.K.)

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JOURNAL #22

suspense

ye be a mad man

who tears through the streets

late in the night

ripping at his own clothes

so anxious is he for

further revealment

just like my heart

my breath claws at my lungs

so desperate am I to find you

you who mean more to me

than this same overly labored breath

that fights to stream calm

nostrils flair

as the endless tears fearfully pool

in eyes drenched by worried green

my heart is anchored in two worlds

here in this one

it simply exists

so to supply my body with physical life

but its with you that it truly lives

I don't know why that is so

it just is

perhaps because

its deeply

wanted

accepted

desired

and best of all

loved to its fullest potential

by you

I don't live without you M.A.K.

truly I don't

I merely exist now you see

as the majority of my heart

lives in the extended palm of

your out stretched hand

please

forever

keep it outstretched

and reaching

always reaching out for my

love

and this same love of mine

will surround you

in beauty every where

you go

whether Heaven ye be

or hell

either

whichever the way

your true essence

resides in me

ahebek

Je t'aime

I love you

always...........

(Jan. 18, 2000)




















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written for M.A.K.

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