my profound beliefs whisper to me
even in my guarded sleep
and I must then choose whether or not
if I should in turn listen
so note my obvious choice
in my head I can almost hear God's own
voice
it vibrates in my very being like one's
conscience and instinct
built to guide one through his fears
and the light at the end of the tunnel's
darkness is much much brighter than it
actually appears
and its not just a frightful figment in
my mind
but God's own personal beacon for all who
care to look into himself
for its so very necessary existence
for it is the pureness of happiness yet
refined
it's spiritual power man has yet to market
or mine
I walked myself for so long in dimmed light
before
yet now I do not seem to do so anymore
I am luck survived
for every new day I become more aware of God
and this vision that is uncontrived
everywhere and thing he animates from
and my existence becomes lighter
and brighter almost burstingly so
I can feel the backdrop of his security
that blooms from his watch and care
he is present, there on the other side
which is closer to us than we think or are
aware
he is everywhere I go
he is the answer and the author of our lives
the scientists' own missing link
through his abundance of love
I can see tomorrow for what she really is
a new horizon to endlessly explore
I breath an easy sigh of relief
I find now that I don't worry about much
anymore
except for those who have yet to find God's
great presence in their own lives
or their abject denial of his coming
I pray that theylook to and for him by use of their
hearts for he is not in the eyes
safe is not a world weighted down by an over
abundance of nuclear superiority
safe is a world of people
who lay their hand and soul upon God's loving
heart and omnipotent authority
this I truly do believe..................
(Dec. 7, 1993 pm)