I'm not so certain how to explain this
its the rose thrown in the wood box
a slap instead of a tender kiss
or perhaps the grizzly death of the grace filled
hare
at the jaws of the cunning fox
or it could be not missing 'The Great One'
now that he's been gone for more than two years
past
or perhaps the sweet Prince's departure from the
lost role in which he was to be lead in the cast
how they all go so very fast
so many flags have yet to be flown at half mast
days, nights, years, months, and people
there are so many examples but so few I can think
of on which to touch
like, why is it only now that I miss the original
voice of Kermit so fully much
why do we each not know what we have until its gone
or long since all used up
why can it not be love and understanding that flows
from each soul's cup
I know I will never love my mother more until the day
she is taken from me to reside with the angels of our
loving Lord
why then, can I not tell her this and of my fear
a luxury of which I can indeed for her at this moment
afford
if only the signs and answers were just a little more
clear............
( written Jan 19, 1993)