she was a widow even before she became a blushing bride
there was 'nary a secret that from this man she could
hide
she drown before she even was allowed to enter the tide
now that all is done her hands are tied
what to do about her apparent pain
she can now not quite decide
she could put away her heartache and secret sorrow
but where does one place one's pride
her emptiness is so obvious since the only man she
ever loved unexpectedly died
if only her hang up with love and loss she could find
the strength within to softly set aside
then perhaps she could finally dry up the last fresh
batch of tears in a long line of many that she has
cried.............
(written Jan 6,1993 pm)