you see me in your rear view mirror
pretending not to care
while I argue with a welling of tears
fighting not to fall
my eyes screaming out their empty curses
damn your every flow
stoic at the stoplight
the battle whimpers on
until one slow silent stream
manages to break free
amid the self abusing tirade of one broken
promise
go to hell
damn you tears to tear hell
you always give my heart away
even before this anger in me has yet to fully abeit
(Oct 20, 2003 345pm)