THE FEEDING OF THE INFATUATION

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If you don't love my lonely little heart

it will surely fall out of my chest to flounder about

and eventually freeze

what more would you have me do for your laughter and love

fall foolishly head long first to my already knocking knees

such bitter tears can not be tools taken on so to simply appease

If so, why then with such a tender yet trembling touch do you

so torturously tease

the mind and heart separate themselves from the about

to fall defeat

which puts me at restless odds with my already irreparable

failure at being discreet

I am for the most part practical and private I generally share

my thoughts only with the calm and quiet patience of the page

but with you, I step lightly upon the line of non committal attitude

and fly into a lion like frenzied rage

not even one single declaration of undying love

could equal your subtle sensitivity's soft cell touch

I could lie and think about you forever and never betray one moment

we've shared

because oh, yes my sweet pea

I do Love you, my heart

just that much................

( written May 16,1992 pm)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

about how I am when I get a big crush and the person unknowingly through say friendship enables me to feed on that infatuation.

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