inform Cameron that as always I wish him well
but I have better things to do than play kiss and tell
what we once had is now long since over
for see, once you get to the other side of the street
you've won the game when playing RED ROVER
we said goodbye long before we were actually through
luckily enough though, from our un-adult actions we were
each able to take our cue
I walk away but still he somehow keeps on coming
isn't it so very strange that what once felt so good
can now seem so unbelievably numbing
tell me, am I really walking away or likely running
is the man crazy or decidedly cunning
off into a dry dream land my conscience is clever ,
clear and stunning
from the crass core of my confidence cracks the whip
of cynical discord
for now, little more than leveled tolerance of him I
can allow myself the pleasure to afford
an apology at this point would seem almost rude
but what once was a shared and fabulous love affair
I can not allow to turn into an out and out blood feud
for neither of us would really win
we'd only manage to hurt ourselves and each other
in the dwindling end
so Goodnight and Goodbye forever..........
(written Feb. 18, 1993 am)