might
a grumbling wind
once sanctioned by fear
picks up her switch of impatience
and angrier than spit
hurls it at yesterday's foolish head
don't look back
the silent screams proclaim
shame shivers in her towel-less shed
a virtual stranger to truth
bewildered in such deep closets of blame
mercury spirals
strangled yet gasping by her shadows of loss
fearing the leak
the tunnel beckons the numbness to return
to the safety of ignorance's bliss
time makes no sense at all
only the troops
own a collective knowledge
to unlock the demons within
and talk every last one out into
freedom's light
Trudi to this point
has no idea
who she is
and what has been done
only that she has to fix
all those things within
that were broken to bits
in the lurking shadows
of her abused child's mind
Melissa
(written march 28,2004)