a
paperless chase
further unfolds
for us
more and more ready
it seems
to be written
two
dove tail hearts
in
acrobatic counter spin
with one spinning in
and the other out
of control
the margins are slim
one's love
does not
take on
the properties of
Kryptonite
the ego is battered
and yet
its the heart
that
is badly bruised
proof that no matter
how far
we feel we have come
in the realm of the spiritual
it rarely matters really
when the sheer fragileness
that comes with
just being human
is put through the emotional
grinder
and exposed to be abused
I wavered
a woman of miscalculated
depth
shredded and ravaged
completely lost
in the abyss
of your anger
I parried and
staggered
near shattered
to that of
it being
erstwhile
bucolic
to this
space of mental
understanding
stepping past
my formerly being
at best
comfortably numb
there will be many
semblances of before
but the bridges back
to a stronger us
will have to be
re fitted and retro fitted
again and again
in the many months to come
I still love you
of course
hate for me was never
a part of it
its beyond my nature
but your earth quake
rattled and damaged
some serious highways
I built
once that so lovingly
lead to your heart..........
(Nov. 16, 2009 526am)