my life has been most recently spoken for
by another of greater perception
make no mistake with me there is no such thing
as loophole nor exception
we run the gauntlet straight down that line of
unsaturated expression
I see my outburst of thought has caused you much
perplexion
my lethargic lust for life holds no aggressions
so far, are there any questions?
I am a smart girl in a torn and twisted time
I try to create reason with a snappy and laconic
rhyme
I can make a lot of cents even with only a dime
my crusty intellect suffering ignorance in
battlement is an almost everyday occurence
I'm not sure just now how high the scales are
to my level of endurence
I speak of strange subjects that are sugject to
obscure and vague description
this tale I narrate to you is not of the greatest
depiction
I can be the most murderous of souls but mainly within my very own
note how quickly I conclude everything to a quick
and neat arduous end
then leap promptly into my safe, makeshift dead zone
prepared to work the whole concept again and yet
again
know that I am not a creature of mere whim
someone as tenacious as me should be kept away
from paper and pen
or you'll get many doses of my fractured lunacy
in its many stages
every now and more unexpected then
be prepared for the most weird and unanticipated
where I your agent of the self disturbed am
concerned
by reading this awkward adaptation of
"My Strange Self" my bizarre tendencies
you will by now have learned............
(written Jan 24,1991)