it seems to me
that I have desired you
for all time
through numerous lives lived before
while coupled by intense feelings now
these tell me that you are mine
your quick clever tongue
many a wonderous word it twists in my
receptive ears to rhyme
I possess a secret truth
one I will all to gladly share with
you one day
but only when in the scope of our love's
sweetest prime
but how will I know such moment when it
arrives and how will you know it too
and will I be forever damned to recognize
such depth less feelings in me
only to find that you do not recognize
them in you
you live unlodgable in my mind so
vibrantly alive, loving and carefree
ah but only if you could live in my hungry
heart as well
forever and so very in love with me
would my knowing that I wonder kill the
dead empty ache that constantly eats in
the darkest chambers of my very soul
know that my future meeting with you for
the first time yet again is my one true and
unobstructed yet defining goal
you have had me in the palm of your out
stretched hand
from the very beginning of time
I am here now to tell you
that I am yours
all I ask of you in return is that you
please be mine
fully, whole heartedly
and quite understandably so...........
(April 11, 1998)