how is it that we've known each other for what
seems like an unaccountable number of eternities
yet, I've never seen the real you until this too
perfect moment tonight
Islands of beautifully unspecific memories
surround the very essence of what we are
singularly as well as in duet
we've cut quite a unique path
with the impressionable blade of our eclectically
combined living
a lot has been folded into these too few fond
years
and placed lovingly before us upon small scented
sheets of acceptance and shear open mindedness
I live in a polite vacuum of frenzy
as I relive the more memorable moments with you
knowing full well that only the soul could
remember you more fondly
my accomplishments remain constant, warm and
treasured while they are reflected in your
spirit's mirror of safe keeping
we are but glowing happy thieves feeding off
the fat of a brilliant yet to be
I know I shall cry though long before the day
that dawns to see you have flown onwards beyond
beyond this under appreciated vessel of humanity
that we question so diligently
please note that your rapier like light will be
gently missed
but I will leave this suit of flesh and bone
a far better soul for having interacted here
with you
for having LOVED you
and patiently tolerated your less than pretty
short comings
for we were able to teach even as we learned
and I feel I must expose this need in me
to better thank you
seeing as it almost religiously in me grows
we shall see each other in one form or another
soon
very soon
so I live my half of life and with calm
impatience wait for our return engagement
still, I sometimes can't stop my mind from
screaming 'Oh, Please Hurry!'
though I do so very often try
as you very well know................
(Feb. 20, 1997)