with tired eyes filled with young sleep
and a heavy heart still carrying woe
to one less martyr for my soul I speak
oh, if only my fledgling self
this tragedy could be not so
and hence, I travel on a ship
unmasted and with no oar
searching for something I have yet
to find even once before
then a spring of generosity beckons
my weary sailing ship
and with heart to my churning chest's
wall a beat it does skip
where hails the father of time's
masterful hand
who is the true keeper of peace
in such a keep less land
and why so boils the broth of
ageless evils festered hand
I lay my torchling thoughts where I
must
on a hot iron of intent
and there they with me
too solidly stand
where they (my thoughts) fall to
their unexpected death and scatter
upon the page
out bursts the flame of a hopeful
inner knowledge
leaving only a sweating pen in a
gutless rage
so this is the fright that in pieces
I have fought hard to come to
conclusion gone utterly afoul in a mind
all askew.............................
(Dec. 17, 1994 pm)