we met
in such a heightened uncommon circumstance
battle weary yet was I
and so longing for a real friend
not just a slick, shallow conversationalist
who had little to share and even less to offer
of himself, his character or his soul
quite pitiful were my general encounters
that is up until you
at first though, I chose not to like you much
still, you intrigued me greatly with your easy
words and gentleman like ways
but it was your carefully constructed armor of
arrogance that kept offending me
and the feigned air of utter indifference
only added to the mysterious shroud so aptly
named you
even so
old in my soul as I was
while wallowing still in my body's emotional
infancy
it was somewhere in those moments
from that transitional cocoon
that I emerged
( the woman you now love)
and soared to meet this amazing you
that you lowered your guard long enough to allow
me to discover
in all your beautiful, strange otherworldliness
you suddenly revealed to me
My Quintessential Love
the man GOD meant just for me
to have at last
and not just the one I,
in my broken, pathetic aloneness
chose for myself
this I believe
for love from above when it comes
is stronger than
silver itself strengthened seven
times over........
(written Jan 5,2005 530am)