sweet clemency
my soul searches ceaselessly
for your longed for window's ledge
no battle
no breath
no beloved
nor decency
just emptiness knocking..........
exhaustively knocking
at this friendless cell
the darkness whispers her useless poetry
to the haunted solitude like a pledge
love wreathing in splendid constancy
cowers in grim reminder now
of your previously so sweetly offered interlude
our union from this day to be
only a necessary wedge
to such pagan needs
I can not
must not abide
as that beast/wife in your hidden
three story bedchamber
to my morality and conscience cries
though pale, drained and withered as I am
my strength couples steel
my commitment to the sanctity of self truth
though severely shaken
stands firmer still
to this unlawful love in clamorous pause
defeated
upon the eve of
what was to be
our matrimony's tender twining
must trudge forth now
hollow
penniless
and alone
with innocent heart
badly wounded in baron twilight
a morsel of bitter regret
forced to walk away
from all she loves best
flailing in fate's unmerciful jaws
a hoodwinked little raw herring
battered by such harsh circumstance...............
Sept.12,2002(630pm)