past pain suffered
points an accusing finger at nearly every passing male
I happen to come across
to every grievance a modicum of pleasure is subsequently
lost
everyone has the right to a certain measure of happiness
though some get their fair share and more
others settle for much much less
to those unfortunates I offer my very best
and they to my heart shall be my most welcomed guest
It's hard on the soul to love and love and get so little
back
the mind in its duty to aid often takes up most of
the slack
there's no room or place for disappointment on logic's
face
to over explain the concept would be a downright doubtless disgrace
apologies coming up quickly on the heels of insult
lose purpose and momentum in their stumbling haste
to stomach discrimination and prejudice one must
acquire a certain tactless taste
fat people are so often discriminated against
food is a very accepting and forgiving substance
a simple mechanism of self defense
over my discontentment I make no pretense
I hate it when I fall into a rut and I can't pull
myself out by merely trying to make some sense
perhaps as I grow tired and tense my wit and mental
rhythm become disgustingly dense
this whole provocation of thought
I will now with officially dispense
and out of my mind these weary words I will
quickly rinse.............
( Aug 13,1991 pm)