they called to me from the darkest dark
whispering in a chant
that
'It Is Our Time'
whatever that means
but just how did their long ago thoughts
become so unexplainably entangled with mine
I wish I could say
but I am uneasily torn
between dream and time
my sleep has become quite a disturbing
informant
how can I better explain
what I can not too clearly recall
those much too long ago and oh so very
far away summers
in an era that can not be adequately
described
where an I yet not really I so tragically
spent
more than a life time's tears
remembering with such consummate longing
just what
I do not exactly know
it is as if
all my shadowed memories are bent
and bottled up by a jar that I have not
had the joy of stumbling upon yet
but still
trust me of these words
for I most definitely will
the gauntlet of my muse
will not be taken up
by anyone else
only me
why in such quest even myself and I
shall fail to be included..........
(Sept. 28, 1998)