I'm still as always just three behind
I'm searching hard for something I can't seem to catch
up with long enough to find
the attempt to attain can make one very nearly lose his
(or her) mind
ah, but what the hell, I don't care
it usually helps me to further unwind
but this time I'm putting my head again far too close
to the grind
I'm running on empty and making myself to the fact
almost blind
but at least you can say to this very effort
to the very end I was deeply involved as I happily
designed
but when the words firmly fell to the page
just right
I then promptly resigned..............
( written Aug 13,1991 am)