descending so seamless
the light gives up all she treasures
to the great greed of the dark
sadness cries out her fate
upon the slumped shoulders of helplessness
and it is I who is the subsequent puddle
pooling now at the injured feet of despair
wishing
oh always wishing
how it is me who is left slumped over there
all a coat of coldness
draping my heart
my former dramatic animation
now a dull stilled pen
tipped mid page
a portrait now am I
though without any durable paint
Imagine the stagnation of such self regret
Pity
she leaves a glove of tears
large enough to have bathed
even Beuwolf's impressive hands
(July 31,2003 1204am)