such fledgling interest
harnessed in hope
harbored at an angle
leaves one to wonder
just where and when
will such a train derail
what injuries will accumulate
and as the casualties of want surmount
where will the bodies be buried
at what cost to the soul do we fumble
in our repeated attempts to better anchor
onto this life
and the many curves of its learning purposes
and best of all
just what is teaching who
while the sparks linger on
not knowing yet which way is best
for them to die
it is here that one heart stands
proud to challenge these very moments
to be remembered
and the challenged herself
stands back in such gaping awe
at the proven poverty of such a knee jerk
response
to a proposed motion
leading to a confusing state of conflicted
affairs
where the door has been opened
no light dare
cross the threshold of misunderstanding.........
(written Feb 12,2007 215am)